I am finally HAPPY!!! I am home from my weekend visit with my boyfriend and it was WONDERFUL!!! We are very much in love with each other and it was as if we have always been together. He is everything I have dreamed I wanted. The next visit will be in March as he doesn't want me traveling in the cold snowy months and risk getting sick. When the time is right, he will move me in with him permantly. Even his cats love me. Things are finally going my way, after many years of hardships and pain. It is such a relief that I have found my happiness once again. I am going to visit friends of mine in Oklahoma this weekend and will be gone from thurs thru mon. Elk has made me a Cherokee cane flute in the traditional way and I am going to pick it up and visit with him and his wife. Will be a nice get away as well. My journey on my Native American path is going well, and I am finding the peace I have always needed. {{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}} to all my dear friends who have endured my depressive state, to you, I am truly grateful and love you all.
