I know what you're going through Nina. Already in the short time that we have known each other we have shared in the hugs and tears together. You do have to take a break and step back and take care of yourself or all of it will wear you down. We can only be here for each other and do the best we can and support each other. All my love and huge hugs for you Nina.
Oh my gosh. You're such wonderful friends all of you. Unfortunately this isn't over with. It has caused a big crack between me and someone else. I'm really deeply hurt. Tess found this song by Nirvana, and of course the one and only Curt Cobain. It says so much how I feel towards that person I still want to be my friend. This girl have caused the one love so much as a friend to hurt me really deep. Really really deep. I will never bother you I will never promise to I will never follow you I will never bother you. Never speak a word again I will crawl away for good I will move away from here You won't be afraid of fear No thought was put into this And I've always known it would come to this. Things have never been so swell And I have never failed to fail (felt so well?) (felt or fell?) (And I have never failed to feel...?) Pain! x3 You know you're right x3 I'm so warm and calm inside I no longer have to hide Lets talk about someone else Steaming soup begins to melt Nothing really bothers her She just wants to love herself I will move away from here You won't be afraid of fear No thought was put into this I've always knew it'd come to this Things have never been so swell And I have never failed to fail (And I have never failed to feel...?) And no Tess. It is NOT you that have hurt me so deeply. You can't do that you see. You always care, no matter how much pain you carry. Without you, I wouldn't be here at all. Not anymore. I can't do anything but cry. I'm so so sorry. I had no choice. All I can ask for is forgiveness, because I feel like most of what happened is my fault somehow. I don't think I ever will forgive myself. HGod I love you guys so much. I feel like I've failed all of you now. I'm sorry.
you haven't Nina you have been with us all the way without you this place could not be what it is today your just going through a bad time don't worry ive been there
Hang in there Nina! *hugs!* You haven't failed us, and if you did we love you and forgive you anyway!! It will probably take a while to get over this, but we're here for you! it's ok to cry, it's ok to feel however you feel. Just KNOW that you are loved even if you can't FEEL that right now.
God knows how much I love you all. I never had a real family. The only real life family I have is my daughter and I love her above all. I have a few friends wich I love equally much. You are my family today. Especially you Tess. You really is like a second daughter to me and all I want is for you is to find your way and be happy. That's how I feel about it. And no matter what. I don't want to fail you. I think this will blow over, but it will take time. I'm not the only one here that has personal problems. I just hope I can make myself good enough to deserve all love you're giving me. Thanks for being there. Help me pray for this girl that caused all this, that she will find her way out. I'm not angry or mad at anyone at all. I still feel such sadness fro all this and I wish I could have handled it differently. To those of you I've hurt. I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me. I love you.
I'm closing this "case" now. I have still not heard anything from this girl. I can only pray and hope she's ok. I can't do more now, not for her. I have to find my way back to my friend, and I have good hope it will be all well in the end. I will try to rest as much as possible now and regain my strength. I really found out again, that the closer you are to someone, the easier is it to hurt that person too. The closeness opens your heart and so you become vulnerable. But if you close your heart? Then you can never feel how it is to love and be loved. This holds true for friendship as well as partnership. At least for me. Thanks all of you for being there for me. I love you all very very much. *Hugs to everyone*
Hugs to you Nina. Take care of yourself and rest the best you can. We do love you and love having you here with us. You are a good friend to us all.
*hugs Ala back* Thanks. I will try. I actually saw the girl last night. She's all cheery and fine.. so... thank godness for that anyway. But I can't help feel annoyed She didn't even said "I'm sorry" despite all nasty things she said to me that night. But the main thing is that she's alive. *sighes deeply*
I hope things get better for you Nina now that there's SOME closure knowing the girl is still around. *hugs!*
Well here is my bad days. For some unknown reason I am muted in the Sims Chat and can't talk to anyone unless Nina is there so I can talk through her with IM. I didn't do anything to get muted and just don't understand it. Everything works on my screen, but no one can see me.
oh, that doesn't sound like fun at ALL!! I'm sorry Pokey!! *hugs!* I hope you get un-muted soon!! I wish my application would process so I could go to the sims chat... sigh. It's been about a month or 2 now... maybe I should apply again?
Me too. Although Nina and I had fun with it last night, I couldn't talk to some of my friends I haven't talked to in a while, it is frustrating. Nina is getting in touch with SimMasterBraveheart for me to let her know what is going on. I know it was an accident or something, I follow all the rules and Nina, Lewdini, Shazwazza and others were there with me all night and know I didn't do anything in the wrong.
